I just wanted to share something with you all. Something that happened yesterday.Most of you know that my contract here in Korea is coming to an end and I have applied to International Schools of China. I had my interview a month ago and now I had been waiting to hear about what the schools said. I'm not too keen on waiting, especially for a long time. I know that's when God grows us and teaches us many things while we wait.
I had sent an email last week asking when I would hear something. They still didn't know when but they would let me know ASAP when they heard something. Yesterday while I was on my break, I checked my email and I got an email from the school in China. He wanted to talk to me about the teaching position. So last night I talked with him. Let's just say it went well and just really good. I don't even know where to begin. After I got off the phone, and as I was thinking all about it I'm just happy, excited. But also, I'm overwhelmed (in a good way) by it all. God was totally in the converstation. It was as though He were speaking to me, reminding me that I am His child and that He is taking care of me. It was though He were saying, "Here I'm giving you this, this is what you need".
You are pobably wondering what that is. Well there are three things that the principal told me that are just WOW things and I didn't know posible.
1) After Korea and if I got the job in China, I thought I would have to go right away not having a break in between. As I thought about it, it would have been nice to go home, but if China wanted me, really needed me I would go. We talked about this and the guy told me that he was just worried that if I came straight to China with no break, I would come burned out. So he told me I could go home and then come to China. I would have to anyway for visa stuff. At the end, I asked him "if I were to get this job, when would you want me?" He said, "Go home for about 3-4 weeks (basically a month), get rested, see family, visa". As he said that, I about died. I had no idea that was possible. I get to go home first!!
2)What I will be doing: working with 3 year-old kindys, half day and then helping out the kindergarten teachers in the afternoon. That's what I did when I did my student teaching! When he said half day you have no idea what that did to me. I have been working 9:30-6:20 every day for 12 months. I have no summer break. Well I do but only a week. That's the longest vacation I get.
3) He told me that if I wanted to go and check the school out and things I could do that too!!! It sounded like I could come a few weeks early to get settled and check it out.
After we talked, I just sat for awhile, so excited and thinking about all of it. I was just in shock, and all I could say was WOW!!! I'm like, "really God?!" This has been a dream of mine since I heard about these schools. And now it's almost happening. For me to go home first, didn't know that was possible, half day teaching. I really don't deserve it at all. But you know, God loves his children and He takes good care of us and wants the best for us. I am his child, and I know for a fact he is taking care of me. He knows how hard I work and it was as though he were saying, "Bethany, you need a break. Go home and relax get the rest you need, then come back". I don't know, I'm overwhelmed by it all, in a good way. I'm reminded that He does take care of us and that when we trust him, anything, I mean, anything is possible with him. Impossible is not in God's vocabulary. I didn't know that going home would be possible, but God reminded me of that.So just wanted to share that with you. I'm doing great. And all I can say is WOW!! I'm still in shock :) Thanks for all your prayers!!!
Proverbs 3:5,6 (My favorite verse)
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him and he will direct your paths.
Jeremiah 29:10-14 (English Standard Version)
For thus says the Lord, "When seventy years are completed for Babylon, I will visit you, and I will fulfill to you my promice and bring you back to this place. For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for wholeness and not for eveil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. You will seek me and find me. When you seek me with all your heart, I will be found by you, declares the Lord, and I will bring you back to the place from which I sent you into exile.
Pslam 37:4-7 (ESV)
Delight* yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord, trust in him and he will act. He will bring forth righteouness as the light and your justice as the noonday. Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him; fret not yourself over the one who prospers in his way, over the man who carries out evil devices!
*Delight means: to have great pleasure,take pleasur, satisfaction or enjoyment to, please highly, something that gives great pleasureMatthew 6:25-Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life? And why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin, yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? Therefore, do not be anxious, saying, "What shall we eat? or What shall we wear?" For the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all. But seek first his kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. Therefore, do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.
These are some verses that really have spoken to me over the years and have been a reminder to me as I think about last night.